i´m not getting acustommed

I need to accept, it is necesary is mandatory is something that could be done in the comming future and the present existence, Write , think comit mistakes, hear and understand second third or fourth languages would be good for me for different reasons.

First of all , describe events, feelings and forms of thinking is important...
try to control whisper, shout , scream......is only write and in english i will start today.